As fate would have it, I finally got a hold of Claire. I'm not going to go through the whole story of what happened, its Claires story, so check out her page if you want to know the details. Its been a pretty rough couple of weeks, tense and full of emotional times. There have been some changes within the family, which may or may not interest you.

 My "step-brother" who shall not be named, has been ordered by our parents to seek counciling and anger management from what has been the most blatent act of violence we have seen from him. If he refuses, they have threatened to kick him out him once and for all. They are dead serious about this, although I get the feeling that they won't really  follow through with it all the way. I for one hope that he goes to the classes, because his temper is dangerous to us as a family and to the younger children.

 Kita's pregnancy is going fine, though her concern for her eldest is outweighing her concern for her soon-to-be youngest. I understand that "He" is going through a tough time, but god, would it kill her to take care of herself a little better? well, it wouldn't kill her but it would kill my little bro/sis. I'm really starting to get a little mad at Kita for this. And my father, who does nothing if not support his "eldest son". Merde, because I do mean son. He asked "Him" to call him that, because we are all Family now. Hah! as if, no one wants him around anymore.

 Its lonely here with out my shadow to tag along with, because no one can take the place of my other half. I would love to take the chance to get to know Arie better, but between her boyfriend Gabriel and finals, she doesn't have the time. Although, Derek and I have been talking for a bit, and I feel as though I'm just a little closer to him. Sad, insn't, that it takes something like this to get us closer?

Thats all I have time for, I have to drive Ty to his friends house. I never realised how much Claire and I did together before she left. This used to be our thing. And our car.

Fuck.

Nykki

current mood: numb

As I'm sure anyone watching my Sisters fanfiction account will notice, Claire and I are goin gthrough a pretty rough time at home. Claire has of a few weeks ago moved out, most likely permanently, and is finding it difficult to find time to do anything fanfiction related. So the sequel to A Christmas Wish Come True will not be posted in the coming weeks, in fact it probably won't be posted until next Christmas. We simply cannot find the time to get together and write, either in person or online. She is still taking noght classes and working during the day, and I'm taking classes during the day and working part time... sometimes. Depending on if i can get hours clocked. So yeah, don't expect anything from Claire or myself in the next while, because thanks to the family thing, it won't be happening.

*sigh* And during the Christmas season too... MERDE!

current mood: aggravated

I LIVE!!!

Holy Crap its good to be back. I've finally caught up on everything i missed, and it only took me three months to do! As you all know, I took a two(2) month sabatical, and went travelling with my friend and her older sister. We went ALL over Europe, and I mean ALL over, and had an absolute smashing good time. We went to the UK, Ireland, France, Greece, Italy, Spain, and Belgium. We couldn't speak half the languages, and really just had a wonderful time. I was lucky however, We weren't in London at the time of the terrorist attacks, God rest the souls who were. We were on our way to... hmmm I think we were in Glasgow at the time. We travelled so much it was a wonder we knew when to come home!

In other news, I'm going to be a big sister again! Kita is... how ever many months pregnant, and I'm so excited!! *squeal* The only problem is she is having some complications, so she has to be super careful for the rest of the trimesters. they haven't decided on a name, but I'm hoping they stay within tradition (if we have one... i should ask dad if we do) or let us help name our new brother or sister. If i could choose a name, it would be Nefertari for a girl, and Osiris for a boy. Or Jade/Zhen/Xue for a girl, Li/Merric/Liam for a boy.

Kane has moved back into our home, and I am pissed. He's mooching off our parents again, just because he was stupid enough to call out another womans name while having sex with his girlfriend. I hope that Cassie doesn't take him back, but i hope that our parents kick him out soon too. I know that the latter won't happen for awhile, but hey, a girl can dream can't she?

I've also started courses again, and i hope to someday get a degree in archiving. All in all, if i want to get my masters and actually get a good career in archiving, I'm going to have to do at least 6 years or so of schooling. *blah* i wish that it didn't take so long, but you know what they say: no pain no gain. All those years of dancing proved that.

Well, thats all I have time for right now, when i get the chance I'll update again!

Gomen Nasai and all that jazz

Nykki

current mood: accomplished

As you all should know, Claire and I have made a silent truce, and have since ceased fire against each other. So the first thing I'm going to say is:

YAYNESS!

while Ty-chan and I are best-friends, Claire and I are twins, and I get really bummed when we fight or don't speak. As twins we have a closer bond than anyone can comprehend, and it hurts when we fight. So I am super glad that we are no longer enemies. Now I just have to get everyone to leave my Ty-chan alone. As i sit here and write this, Ty is asleep on my bed, while Basts glares at him from my lap. I'll have to move him later, or go sleep in Claires room.

Oh, before I forget, I must send a plea out for reviews. I just posted the prologue to my new story and need peoples opions on wether it should stay a one-shot, or if I should continue it. And if I should continue it, how should it be? Just go to my fanficiton profile(demongoddessYume), and read All We Believe, then review. Its not that hard people, so please do it!

Ok, thats all I really came on to say tonight. Like Claire was hungery, I'm super sleepy, and my bed is looking pretty inviting, depsite the fact that Ty is on it. Oh, well, guess I'm bunking on Ty bed tonight. Hopefully Bast doesn't mind to much(yeah, right!).

Bonne Nuit! Nykki

current mood: content

I've just gone back and re-read my last entry, and i realised something.

I sound like a whiney prep schooler.

Now, if i am one thing, its not a preppy school girl, so i've decided to do something serious thinking about what i said. the first things is, i was frustrated. i overeacted to what my sister wrote and what they are doing. i feel very vulnerable when people plot against me, and it makes me defencive. so, what i worte was a spur of the moment thing, trying to let out my frustrations. And for the record, i have not gotten my friends to plot against Claire or Arie, nor do Tyson and I have plans for them. We (Ty-chan and I) have decided not to act against the others unless it is truly henious, which in that case, we're gonna tattle.

Childish, yes.

Immature, yes.

The best idea, no.

Fun, hell yeah!

me and my Ty-chan enjoy watching our siblings get into trouble, and while our parents won't do anything if i'm the one to tattle on them, if Ty-chan does they will have to step in. and yes Claire, i know you read this so you know what: *sticks out tounge and blows raspberry* HAH! yeah, thats right, i went there.

so off that subject and on to a better one. Such as the duel Ty-chan and i didn't have. instead, we traded cards and discussed various topics that sprung to our minds, such as what Kita made for dinner, brocolli cassarole and pork chops with a special mushroom sauce *openly drools on keyboard*. then we had an exciting game of roelplay tag, where i was Naraku, he was Yami Yuugi, and Kael was Marik. it was pretty fun, even though no one else would join us. Claire and Arie are still made at Ty-chan and I, and Kane and Derek are to "mature" to even think about playing such a crude game. *snorts* Derek just didn't want Kane to know he still plays with us lesser mortals. Kane is my and claires elder by six or so months, and he acts like it makes him the big man on campus. me and ty don't think very highly of him, because he sometimes gets this attitude around us that makes me want to strangle him.

anyway, i better go. i got some stuff to take care of, and i want to work some more on my pet project which no one knows about. and i plan to keep it that way, so don't even think about it Clairissa! yes, i am still very mad at you and Arie, just not in an openly obivous manner. more like i'm gonna pull an Arie and brood in my room all the time. and complain about your mrning breath on Live Journal. yes everyone who reads this, Clairissa gets horrible morning breath, it smells like gym socks and what we ate for dinner the night before! even though hers is nothing compared to Kanes...

Aviento, Nykole

current mood: bouncy

As i speak, my brothers and sisters are nearby, plotting their revenge. And i must say, that i am slightly worried, if not scared. if you can't tell, i even have to whisper on the computer.

if you have been paying attention to my sister's lj's, then you will understand exactly what i'm talking about. i'm going to intervene however, to try to get them to leave my Ty-chan alone, after all, i was the one to bring him into this. you know, i'm not even sure how our harmless little pranks got to this. it started out with Claire and Arie playing practical jokes on me, and escalated to my direct ostrasation from our brothers and sisters. No one has even told me why they were ganging up on me anyway. I have been spending the last week or so working on my first multi-chapter story,  which is yet unnamed, and had not been bothering anyone. Save Ty-chan, but thats because we are Yu-Gi-Oh and Final Fantasy buds, and even then its just me and Ty chasing each other around yelling out random things like, "I summon my Celtic Guardian to attack your Amazon Swordswoman!" and, "well i use my harpy's feather duster to summon harpies pet dragon," or what ever i say in return. i'm not sure why claire and arie chose me to be their guinia pig, but it's sure not my idea of a good time. yes, i dyed their hair green and got arie into trouble, but what did they expect? you know what they did to me, so what was i supposed to do? sit there and take it like a lump? i'm sorry, but i don't do lump. so if standing up for myself makes my sisters pissy and bitchy towards me, fine. *sticks nose in the air*

anyway, on to better topics.

*all you can hear is crickets in the background*

... ok, well there actually isn't any happy topics in my life right now, except for the fact that Ty-chan got all three eygptian gods cards, and as we speak is preparing his deck for our next dual. if it occurs tonight, i will post the results, as it promises to be a most interesting battle. if your haven't noticed, its how me and Ty connect. we battle, i kick his butt, he kicks mine, we go play some game cube and kick some more butt. i also try to spend time with Kael, doing wicked awsome fun stuff. but more on that later, Bast wants some attention, and i really have to go to the bathroom*does bathroom dance*, but i don't dare unlock my doors. in fact i think i'm gonna sleep on my parents floor tonight...

Nykki

current mood: distressed

Let me explain one thing before we start.

I AM PISSED.

if any of you have been reading my sisters journal, you would realize why. and for the record, no i am not going to let them got away with it. with my parter in crime, my brother Ty, i am going to get them back if its the last thing i do this week. i have already begun my revenge. this morning, Arie and Claire woke up with puke green hair. I assure you, it was worth getting out of bed at 8 o'clock in the morning to watch Claire freak out. they spent the better part of the morning attempting to wash it out. it took Claire six shampooings to get it out, while Arie was washing her hair for four hours. there is still a slight green tint, although you have to be standing in just the right light to see it. Needless to say, i locked myself in my room after the look that Kita gave me, making sure to lock the ajoining bathroom door. In the mean time, Ty completed the second part of my revenge. He let the boxers into the house, making sure to rile them up. You should have seen the look that CLaire had on her face when they barged into her room. Arie was scolded quite profusely, and i laughed at the look she gave me at dinner, even though they have no proof that i did anything. i made sure that Kane saw me leave my room only once, to go to the bathroom. i was not taking chances with the bathroom i share with Claire(maybe it was something to do with the fact that i put yellow dye in her shampoo as well?). 

Now on to what we did this evening. Deciding to share a small truce, Claire, Arie, and I began a roleplay, Arie playing Sesshomaru and Me playing Kagura/Naraku. it was freaking HILARIOUS. we fought each other, wrestled on the floor, and rolled over the pool table in the basement. we had so much fun, and i think they forgot about getting back at me. atleast, they will have until they read this. but we had so much fun, and we were totally hyper. we even taped some of it, and that's even funnier.

but i gotta go now, got things to do, Emily the strange things to wear and so on and so forth. did i mention that i want this wicked awsome Emily the strange bag i saw at the mall? its so not fair! i think that Arie gets a bigger allowence then us, whats with that? oh well, i'll have to ask Kita and Dad about it later, when i'm not so cautious around my step/sisters. And when Claire and Derek aren't banging on my door telling me to turn my music down. oh well, i can't please everyone. But i better go, i can hear Arie coming over as well. Maybe they just don't like listening to Evenescence at almost full blast?

current mood: bitchy